MeMoRiEs

I AM BACK!

2006-11-28T14:38:00.000+08:00

hello.. haha.. long time since i came online to blog.. no time lar.. very busy.. hehe.. working and studying and so many things.. sianz...

Anyway now i am in OC presentation and now listening to a presentation called "CONSTIPATION!" haha.. sianz.. later i am the last group so very boring... need to wait.. waste time..

Anyway i am running my standard charter full maraton this sunday 3rd december 2006.. first time running and must really drag my ass and leg in order to complete the run.. haha..

Yesterday had a captain ball inter cons match and we won DE by close to 60 points difference.. we won our first match also against CADC by around 20 points difference.. hehe.. tml will have a match against CSCC and hope to win by a lot also.. last of our group match is against SPSU. that match will be what i am looking for and is a match which i really hope to win.. cos i feel that a club should use it;s own player rather than proching what IVP player.. well that is what that team do and i feel that it is quite unfair.. so i will want to win! haha.. after group stage we will go to semi finals and this year i would hope to win a medal for the club and myself also.. hehe...

Anyway last wend we just had our sports league captain ball match... guess what.. BLACKIE got into FINALS! will be playing against YAAL.. sianz.. everyear will VS against them.. well after all the matches i am very very delighted because i beat the so call STRONG year 1 team and that team consist of 2 players who say that they will not play this year sports league as they are too lousy and one of them are actually in my team last year.. well that make me very pissed and i am very happy and proud to say that those who pang sey my team will not be as good though! on the 6th will be the finals of sports league and i have confidence that my team will win.. good luck to us.. even if we lose we still have a sum of money for buying sports wear.. so i can use that to buy my new year shoe!! haha.

on the 18th december we will be having our CLS ADD and i am very sure that we are one of the highest amount of ppl participating ADD in all the clubs.. with now at lwast 51 tables!! U think we are the best.. well satistics say the truth. i am awaiting for that and it will be my 3rd ADD in my poly life.. so hope will be the best.. haha.. :)

Well so much about sports.. studies is something which i do not really have face to say so nvm lar har.. haha.. just know that i am not doing as well as what i am suppose to be doing... so yar lor.. quite dissapointed with myself.. :(

Well to all of U i will be back soon i hope.. maybe my next OC presentation ba.. haha.. have a nice day..

Dear Dear Birthday Coming!

2006-07-15T20:17:00.000+08:00

My Dearest Dear Dear Birthday is coming. on the 25th july. it would also be our 2 years aniversary.. (dear dear don;t say i never blog about U) hehe was actually waiting for dinner then blog one. wahahaha.

Dear dear your present is ready and more surprises coming up. haha. hehe.

Love U dear dear!

POLY 50 IS OVER! XIONG XIONG TEAM GOT 4TH

2006-07-15T01:02:00.000+08:00

Hi to everyone.. i had wanted to blog one day after the poly 50 event however my house mordem is spoilt so cannot go online at all.

By the way let me start with a good news that everyone know already. ALL 4 teams of CLS poly 50 teams got into top 20 and we got 3rd, 4th, 15th and 20th for CLS 1, CLS 2, CLS3 and CLS4 teams respectively. i am really delighted with the results.. it have once proven that my hard work is worth it and i am delighted that my aim is achived that is to show to other club that CLS can do it and we have do it once again and even better than the last race. i hope for all the people who i have training have felt the hard work worth it and i am still very happy with the results.

CLS 1 and CLS 2 got 3rd and 4th postition respectively also shows a thing which is we are the ONLY accadamic club who have make it into top 5 and also we have beaten the other 2 track and field team, the other 2 dragon boat team and also adventurer team and despite us being ACCADAMIC club only.. i guess that it is already a great achivement. In addition we are the best among all the CLUBS at SAC and i guess that we can walk more proudly to SAC area already. many people would have though there must be a cheat somewhere however i can proudly shout it out to all of them that we done it with our capability and if we were to run one more time we will do the same also or even better. still really very happy with the results..

Being the captain of the CLS2 team(xiong xiong team) i am very delighted to lead U all and bring U all to achive so much and i am really very delighted with the resulys. hope U all are too and as i promise i will give U all the earth quack treat for getting such a good results. also i will like to take this opportunity to say a big sorry to shu ting because i scrach her hand at the lap counter and i really apologise. also i will like to say a big big thank U to all the helpers who went to help espically wei jian and qin zheng who lend me your shoulder during the race. Lastly a big big thanki U to jun hao for his guidance and help during training and his advise to us. also a big big thank U to mr ho who helped us a lot in finding sponsorers for our jerseys and drinks so that we only to pay minimum for the jersey. thank U to all. i am really very appreciative. :)

I guess it is enough of poly 50. now to other things. after poly 50 many people would be like lost on what to do. Me and Ben and a few of us have come up with a CLS sports day every wend at 3pm where we get together to play sports then we can train ourself and also we can also revive the memories.. so can still come also.

after poly 50 would be the sports fiesta captain ball, track and field meet and then exams for me. guess it will be still as busy as before.. however i will still manage my time well. :)

Now after poly 50 is over i guess that i will put in more effort in studies already so that i can do well and better for this semester.

Recently i am quite angry over someone over something i guess it is quite little issue howevr it is soemthing that i can;t stand which i am angry about. the wildness, the attitude and the way the person speaks make me irritated and pissed off. i gues that i have been cold war with the person for a few days but i don;t care. i still think i am quite right and i feel that i should not be blame for the things that i did not do at all. that is what i hate about ppl. KNN.

nvm about all these. i think now the main issue is for me to go and sleep. hehe. good night to all. take care..

PolY 50 Race In 2 Days Time

2006-07-11T00:10:00.000+08:00

Hi PPl. it have been long time since i have blog.. since poly 50 is just in 2 days time was thinking of dropping a blog.. hehe..

POlY 50 race is on the 12th july and for all those who want to support CLS club please go to the admin car park to cheer for us.. This will be my last poly 50 race in SP and i have so far only participated in 2 of it.. when i am in year 1 and when i am in year 3. since it is my last poly 50 race i really hope that i will be able to win something this year and do my best in order not to let myself down. I also hope that the 1st team will be able to get into top 5 teams and my team to get into top 8 teams and the other 2 teams to get into top 15 which make it to be all 4 teams to be inside the top 15 position of the race.. although there will be close to 80 teams participating however i believe that CLS club will be able to overcome all odds.

Come to think about it this race have brought to me many memories and a lot of things.. this is a race which will determine if other club will still dare to critise CLS club to be a study club only and cannot excel in sports and it will also be a race to show all the other club what CLS club is made up of.. to show them we are the best. Come to think about it all the trainings for poly 50 will end soon. there is good and bad.. good is that i will be less stressful taking so any people for training however bad is i might not have motivation to push myself to exercise for healthy living.. also i might miss training ppl also.. hehe.. This race have make me become a better/bad person i also donno. however one thing is that i know that is this race have cause me to breakdown at one point in time during training and completely give up on the club and people around me.. Although i will say i give up however i know i am contradicting myself as i am always kou si sin fei and i know i will never give up on something if i have taken it up and i will want to do to the best of my ability.. however i hope i will get my confidence back in doing things and i really appreciate all those of U who are supporting me and helping me..

This race i have really do my best alraedy and i really hope that it will turn out as what i wish it to turn out to be. i have contributed much enough alraedy although i should not be doing so much one. however even if i give in so much i don;t think much people know about it also.. however i will still give in because i do not want to be critise to be useless when i do my job and like i say when i take up something i will do to the best of my ability. NO matter what i hope that CLS club will be able to do well and bring honour and glory for the club.

Enough of poly 50.. now back to my studies.. i have failed for 2 testes for LSBM and i will really need to do really well for the 3rd test in order to pass the moduel because it is a ICA moduel.. sianz.. really dissapointed with myself for that.. i guess that my hope of getting my average of GPA of 3.20 will be difficult.. sob sob.

By the way my darling birthday is coming, hehe on the 25th july.. hehe. darling Thank YOU all these while for all your support. i really appreciate and really love U much much. on your birthday will be our 2 years and hope there will be many many more years ahead of us k..

Last of all to all of U take care and rest well. all the best..

APPLIED IMMUNO TEST

2006-06-01T00:09:00.000+08:00

Today Having Applied immuno test.... sianz.. now studying for it.. really hope to do well for studies..

Recently there really have been many things going on at club(underground) may create so many problems.. just sit down and talk can already what.. sigh.. why nowadays people don;t understand the importance of communication...

BY the way all my guys friends please visit T11a level 3 today from 2-5pm and for tml from 1-5pm for the FYP blood drawing for my project k.. i really need all your blood for my FYP!!!

Take care to all and i hope that someday i can really slack and study as i have been really too busy to study and do all the things that i should do.. like studying and pei my darling...

DiSSapointed!!! TiReD!!!

2006-05-19T00:39:00.000+08:00

Hi people. i wonder if ppl do read my blog but i do not care..

today had poly 50 training and was suppose to go out with darling but in the end did not donno due to what also.. to think that we both actually uite quarrel about going out. sigh.

Anyway after today training i am very very tired and very frustrated with all the things which is going around me for POLY 50.. As the line say that "achiving is easy and substaining is difficult". this is the year where CLS club must substain their POLY 50 achivement however not a lot of people know about it. i admit that i am a very competitive person who want to win and want the club to win the race or at least the desired position which is top 5 for the 1st team and top 10 for the 2nd team and 3rd team.

However a lot of people including the MCs of the club do not know about it and is just very concern about the MCs team or they just take the race as any ordinary race which does not have anything at stake. i am very disspointed with that. I have been putting so much effort in training although i am not a fast runner because i want the club to win the race. BUT who does APPRECIATE it? People who are fast runner can come up to me and say that they don;t feel like running for the first team where actually they can be in the 1st team one. I am really dissapointed and angry. In addition there are people who can come up to me and tell me that it is very stress. Is stressing U all my fault. if that is then i apologise already. And if don;t want me to stress i will NOT care about anything already. I guess that it is time for me to be like that and not like KOU SHI SIN FEI like that. I am really tired already. although i have step down officially as President of the CLS club however i still feel very tired and have a lot of things to do.

Ultimately winning the positions will make CLS club more famous at SAA and make more people jealous of the club and also can show other people that CLS club is not a study club as it can also excel in studies also. I guess maybe it is due to my ego state ba.. sigh

Anyway i today had a LS&BM test and i think it was all right however don;t think i will be able to do well although i spend so much time in studying.. sigh.. sometimes the world is really not fair.. not that when U put in so much U will get back so much.

I wil be working from 19th to the 21st on all 3 days and all 3 days working B shift(3-11pm). on 20th morning i have post poly forum reception and after that working, on the 21st morning i have big walk and after that working again. This weekend is a very busy weekend for me.. very tiring and with all these problems. really feel tired.

I once asked myself before: what do normal students in SP got to handle? Studies, family and the most either work or girlfriend. but what do i have to handle. i have got Studies, family, part time job, girlfriend and still a bit of club.. really very tiring. sigh. what does normal poly students do on saturday morning? wake up late and study if not watch TV or go out. however what do i have to do? wake up at 4am or 5am to work to earn $$$.. HARDLIFE PEOPLE ARE LIKE THAT!!!

Anyway to conclude i am tired and i want to rest already. Take care to all and i wil try to blog soon..

Step Down AS P of CLS CluB

2006-05-07T13:40:00.000+08:00

I have finally step down as the President of the CLS club after a year of bringing the club to greater heights. Firstly i would like to say a big big thank you for all my batch people for helping me all the way since i became the President of CLS club and i greatly appreciate it. Secondly i would like to say another big big thank you to my 26th Management committe for organising all the events and going through so much thick and thin for the club, Thirdly i would like to say thank you to MR Ho Thiam Aik for all his guidance and help he has given me for the past 1 year so that my life as a President is smooth sailing, Lastly i would like to say a very very big big thank thank you to Hui Yu (my darling) for all the support and that she has given me when i assume the post of President. I know that i have been neglecting you and i will try to make it back for you since i have step down but give me time to be not so busy k. :)

I sudden have the crave of blooging as i have not blog for a long long time already and seen so many people blog i just drop by and say something... haha

This semester i have a few goals for myself:

To do better for this semester so that my cumulative GPA can go up to 3 at least
To spend more time with my family and my parents
To spend more time with huiyu
To spend more time with my classmates as i have been neglecting them for the past 1 year
To earn more money as i am broke and i am saving for a overseas trip

Anyway i got to go and do my work already. wait till i am more free then i will update U all. take care all my friends

A LoNg WaiTiNg UpDatE!

2005-10-15T22:44:00.000+08:00

Hello people...

I guess that many of U all think that I must have disappear into this air already as I did not bog for close to 2 months already.. Had wanted to blog a month ago however don’t know why when I come in to blog there is problem. So let me now try to recap as much that has happened for the past 2 months...

My exams was during the last 2 weeks of September and was very busy preparing for it and was very stress... no matter how much I prepare I still forgot a lot of it and was very angry with myself with it.. How come I cannot remember the facts like any other people... now the exams are over I can only pray and hope that I will be able to get the GPA which I desire. To all my friends the results will be out in a few more days time... I wish U all all the best and May U all get the desire results also... The results will be release on the 19th October at 8.30am. All the best to U guys.

Next after exams a had a lot of activities lined up... I was overseas 2 times since the start of the holiday... let me start with the first. I went to Bintan Loola adventure camp (4th to 7th October) organized by SAA and it was a very nice and experience camp. The camp had a lot of funny jokes and funny people around which make it fun and enjoyable... I had learned a lot more things about leadership and I must not let it go to waste by applying it is CLS club or in NCC. In the camp the most memorable things that happened is the "big dragon" singing the song with action. He... so funny... we will always remember him because of it. I was remembered because of the skit on the campfire night as I spoke hokkien and a lot of them remember the line: wa ka le kong" which means let me tell u... the indian pokker and the true or dare on the boat on the second night was also the main highlight of the camp... only a few of the guys played and very happening night. The camp was really an enjoyable camp overall. I would like to thank the SAA people for organizing such camp so that all the club representative can meet and get together and understand each other more... also bring us out of our comfort zone to experience the adventure zone... thank U all. And it is because of such hardship that brings and bonded us together... to all the guys in the camp U all are great.

After coming back from bintan I attended the non budget event (7th- 8th October) at aloha chalet at Loyang. It was nice say a very good however maybe because all of them are tired already so they are not as on... I slept for quite some time as I was really very tired after coming back from bintan... Anyway hope that U guys had fun...

So 2 days later on the 10th October was the poly forum opening ceremony. I saw quite a number of people from Bintan Loola at the poly forum and did not knew that they were going for poly forum too... on the poly forum opening ceremony we need to wear blazers and my one was dame big and should have taken L size of even smaller.. Regretted it very much and did not really took a lot of pictures... was actually suppose to meet my group for discussion however was cancel last min and got the group report from sharu (from TP)

Then on the 11th morning it started with the residential stay at hotel soffitel at Malaysia and it was only close t 2 hour from Singapore only and was quite short. At Malaysia we had quite a lot of discussion for the closing ceremony and all the stuff... at night me and my friends will gather at one person room to talk talk or gossip about ppl in my group... heehehe. The stay was all right and the room is quite nice... overall it was very nice...

On the 14th it was the closing ceremony and of course saying hi is easy but saying bye is never easy... sub theme 4 did a very good job for the skit and I am part of it too... hehe.. So happy. However I know a lot of the organizing people did a lot and I salute them... U all did a great job and 3 cheers to all of U all.

That is so far what has happened for the past 2 months...

Darling I miss U so sops much can? So long never see U and always not by your side and make U unhappy... sorry... forgive me k... now most of my activities are over and I can spend more time with u already okay... darling I do miss U all these while when all the activities are going on.. Darling I miss U very much and we will spend more time starting next week. K. darling must take good care of your lips k... darling I love U very much and never want to leave U at all... I will forget what happened yesterday and we will start anew k... LOVE U VERY MUCH!!!! MUACKS!!!

YeSt So TouChInG Yet So AngRy!! ToDaY Is DarLinG FiRsT DaY oF WoRk!!!

2005-08-17T22:30:00.000+08:00

Hello people.. I am here to update agaIn..

Yesterday my parents celebrated for me my bIrthday however It was a belated bIrthday.. my mother as usual wIll cooked "mIan xIan" and some other food for my bIrthday and as usual she wIll buy a cake to celebrate my bIrthday wIth It.. thIs year unexpectely my mother brought Ice cream cake! so shock! then my parents sang bIrthday song for me and the feelIng Is very touchIng.. I almost felt lIke cryIng as my parents do not ReaLLy know how to sIng the bIrthday song and then they stIll sIng no matter what and that Is what make me felt so touched.. very very touched.. I ReaLLy realIse the Importance of my parents and feel so blessed to have such a wonderful parents.. very very xIng fu! all those that my parents have done for me I wIll never be able to repay back to them.. ReaLLy.. I fInally realIse the Importance of my parents and how tochIng they are for me.. ReaLLy...

However somethIng that make me very unhappy was my sIster.. scolded her yesterday for her attItude towards my mother.. she Is only secondary 1 only lor and then she Is showIng attItude towards both my parents.. she ReaLLy donno that she Is shen zaI fu zhong bu zhI fu.. ReaLLy very upset wIth her attItude and performance In studIes also.. she has been faIlIng for lIke 3 subjects already tIll now.. I thInk If thIs contInues then I guess that by the end of the year maybe somethIng bad wIll happened.. I also do not want somethIng not so good to happened to her studIes however she do not lIsten to both me and my mother then what can we do.. scold scold already. talk talk already.. now Is all up to her to learn from her mIstakes already.. I guess that she wIll need to fall down hard before she know what Is wrong.. then she wIl learn..

Today on the 17th august Is my A&P test 2 and the test was all rIght.. got some help from DarLIng durIng the test and If not I thInk I wIll do very badly for thIs test.. I guess that I have not studIed much of have not memorIse enough for the test.. for next frIday haemo test I wIll need to study harder already.. as I do not want to get the just passed results as the fIrst test.. moreover today Is DarLIng FIrst day of work.. she Is workIng at a tutIon centre markIng papers If I am not wrong.. I heard It Is quIte borIng and DarLIng I know why U are doIng all these.. U want to save up money for all the stuff rIght and for ADD also rIght.. DarLIng I apprecIate It very much.. mUaCks.. thank U for everythIng.. however DarLIng I hope that I wIll also take good care of your health k.. I do not wIsh to see U fall sIck k.. HuGs.. darling i love U much and love U more and more everyday.. thank U for everything!!! MUaCks..

TODAY IS MY BIRTHDAY!

2005-08-15T00:45:00.000+08:00

HELLO PEOPLE!!!

TODAY IS MY BIRTHDAY!!! 15TH AUGUST!!! 19 years ago i was born in this world and now i am 19 years old already.. today i have no school and i will be going out with darling.. so happy.. no school.. darling i a waiting for your gift k.. hehehe.. darling no matter what U give me i will be very happy and will appreciate what U have gotten for me and will treasure it.. i always treasure all the things that U have gotten for me.. :)

Just a update on what i have been doing.. yesterday which is a few hours ago i was out with CLS people which include darling and the MCs and some ECs and they celebrated my birthday at the fish and co at DG there.. before that i went to bugis with darling to buy a G2000 shirt and a pair of socks. the shirt is nice nice.. The food at Fish and Co is nice and thank the Mcs for the gift(A G2000 shirt, a pencil box and a card written by them) that they have gotten for me.. i really appreciate all the help that they have put in to get the gift for me.. THANK U!! after that we went to marina south there to watch the singapore fire work festivall.. so nice so nice.. espically watching it with darling!! MUaCks.. then we went to city hall to get a drink at 7-11 and then went back home as it was late already.. :)

2 days ago which is 13th august i had work and then after my work i went out with the 3rd exco and only me, pamela, hui zheng, dayana and fadlina went only.. all girls as the other 2 guys(sangaran & desmond) is sick and they cannot come.. so i am the only guy. they also celebrated my birthday and we went to the lower seletar reserviour and then they brought a vegetarian cake for me and it was nice.. it taste the same as the normal. quite supprise.. then we sat there to talk talk and then left the area at aroUnd 9pm.. they brought a "wilson" cap for my birthday present. THANK U FOR THE PRESENT. :)

on friday afternoon-12th august my classmates also celebrated my birthday for me. they brought a cake from bengawan solo and they cut the cake and we all share the cake together.. the cake is nice too.. they brought for me a tee shirt and i am very happy with the shirt as darling have the other one also and it is a matching shirt.. so happy.. thank man.. U all are the best classmates.. :)

actually birthday is just a yearly event and present is not the main consideration to look into. it is the beautiful memories spend that make the birthday more memorable and i will really treasure all the beautiful memories in my heart forever.. cos memories will not fade while present will not be there forever.. i would like to thank everyone who have gotten a birthday present for me and i appreciate all they U have done for me.. THANK U. :)

just a update on what test i would be having.. on the 17th i would be having my A&P test however i have not touch on it yet,. this time die. on the 26th i would be having my haemo test and for followin 2 weeks would be having 5 tests( mol bio, environmental studies, metabolic bio chem, haemo and pathalogy) i relaly hope to do better for the rest of the tests and i really need to put in more time on studies.. :)

Anyway just to let U all know some of my past club activity.. i have just finished my AGM on the 5th august and the response was very good. the LT5A was packed like shit and i have a total of 198 participants for my AGM and i would like to thank them for all of their support for the club.. hope the spirit will continued for the rest of the activities and then that will make SP CLS club be one of the best club in SP and i will be contented. :)

not much more update already just hope that i will do well for my studies. take care to U people and darling i will always love U no matter what k..

SIcK & diSSapointed! sigh! :(

2005-07-23T21:15:00.000+08:00

Hello people...

I am sick! Sigh.. what a luck for me this semester. ! L

How has been life been doing for all of U all... I guess that all your life are well... anyway next week would be my 1 week term break... quite a relief and a break from all the studies and everything.. However it does not seems like it... I seem to have a lot a lot to do however I do not have much time... I have noted down like what to be completed during the holidays and guess what... I have liked 9 homework to do... they are:

environmental studies case studies
mol biology formal report
mol biology assignment
mol biology tutorial( CCY)
mol biology data sheet
A&P data sheets
metabolic biochemistry data sheet
metabolic biochemistry tutorial

8 things to be done during the holidays and everything... Sigh... Really demoralizing for my tem break... moreover with all these things to do... My holidays are so packed up... On 25th Monday I am having a course at school for half a day and then that day is a special day for me and my darling... on 26th Tuesday I am working morning shift and then I am going with my gang of friends at poly to look for jersey and going out to eat on that day.. On 27th wend I would be working morning shift and then going for e class chalet after that till 29th Friday morning. Then I am working afternoon shift and on the 30th Saturday I am going for the non budget event organized by the PR com. Lastly on the 31st Sunday I am working afternoon shift... this is like my packed schedule during the holidays... Now U know why I am so sighing...

Anyway I guess that I really have to organize my time really well with all these things going on in my life...

Next thing that is making me so sad is my results in school... so far for the 1st term I have gotten back 4 test results and 2 more are still being marked by teacher. Guess what I have the entire grade from B to E! Sigh... I got B for mol biology, C for A&P, D for hematology and E for pathology... Moreover I guess that my metabolic biochemistry and environmental studies will get like either D or E... Rally demoralizing for me... some module I really know what is going on however when come to test I donno what happened and then I did not do as well... Really donno what is going on in my life... I know that I should not be demoralized and work harder and I will be doing so… seeing all the people around me getting such a good results makes me jealous and I really have to work harder in order not to repeat e modules.. And I guess there goes my university dream!!!

Anyway I guess that is all the disappointment that I have got to say and sorry for making all those who read my blog to know read this sad thing that has happened to me... I will try to buck up and do my best however I need time to get over this demoralizing incident... I hope for all those around me will continue to do as well k...

To darling well done for all the recent test as u have not fail in any test and has been doing very well for the tests.. congrats… sorry for treating U like the way that I should not have done but maybe just all the stress that has been pilling up on my head.. Sorry. I will try not to do it okay... hope U understand... darling no matter what I will still love U one k... MuaCks... our special day is coming is a few more hours time only!!!! I love U...

LoNg TiMe No BlOg

2005-07-17T16:42:00.000+08:00

Hello PeOple.. i guess that my blog is getting rusty already.. let me see.. i have not been blogging for close to 2 months already.. sorry peole who have been coming up to see my blog but did not get any update from me...

The reason that i have not been blogging is of course very busy.. hehe.. i have been nominated as the president of the CLS club some time 7 weeks ago and was quite shocked as normally the president is year 3 but not year 2.. had actually not wanted to take up the role as if i take up the role i will have lesser time and it is true that i have lesser time.. now trying to cope with all the things in my life and most importantly is my family, my studies and darling.. now just hopping to do my best for the club and hope to bring it to greater heights...

next is my studies.. my studies is not very well as i am not like getting As and everything.. still trying to cope with it and hope to do as well as i can for my studies... tomorrow would be my metabolic biochemistry ICA, tuesday would be environmental studies ICA and friday would be the most killing moduel that is pathalogy.. hope to be able to do well but i do know that hope is of course no use without working hard.. that is why i am not working for the past 2weeks just to study during weekends.. now i am just taking a break out of my studies and going back to study alreayd..

Just to let you people know that is yesterday i participated in a singapore food and heritage game and i formed a team with the last year urban challenge team which consist of aaron, ben, satiysh, tze hao and nasir and we chiong for the whole game and really enjoied ourself very much.. Guess what.. we got 4th position out of all the 37 teams which participated nationwide.. we are happy with out results as i think that was the best results ever gotten by the club and we are the first team among all the 4 teams send out by CLS club.. the other 2 teams got 7th and 8th position respectively.. however what was sad was that only the top 3 postion has cash prize and our team missed that by around 20 minuts.. that was quite a waste.. after our team checked in we did a bili banja and that was really nice as the feeling of flying away was very nice.. last of all just to let U all know what our team is call it is called K4 as it means kuku kampong kia.. hehe.. nice right..

darling today is our 51 weeks together already.. looking back it seems like we just got to know each other not long ago and now it is 51 weeks already.. although it is not very long nor is it very short.. i really love U much darling.. HuGs HuGs.. darling U must really take care of yoiurself and must drink more water k.. work hard for studies k.. U can do it one.. we both can do it one k..

last of all to all my friends and everyone.. take care and remember to spend some time with your family as they are the ones who are the most treasure to U one.. they are your closest family members k.. have a ncie day.. :) back to study.......

GeNtInG TrIp!!! So Fun WiTh DaRlInG & AlL E FriEnDs

2005-05-27T10:15:00.000+08:00

Hello people.... I am just back from gentIng trIp wIth some of the CLS people and of course DaRlInG... there are DaRlInG, jasmIne, jIe yIng, emI, me, cedrIc, danIel and Isaac.. the trIp was very fun and very relaxIng and I am happy to go for e trIp because It Is a reward for all the thIngs and hardwork that I have put In for the past few months.. I belIeve that It Is a relaxIng trIp for most of the people also.. thank U frIends for makIn thIs trIp so fun and of course thank U DaRlInG for beIng wIth me and to be wIth U Is the best thIng already.. HuGs.. MuazCks..

Let me now let U people know what dId we do for our 3 days trIp.. the trIp started on the 24th mornIng where we wIll meet 6.30 at golden mIle to take bus to gentIng.. the bus went off at around 7am.. the jourey was all rIght and we were practIcally talkIng and I remember sayIng somthIng that make the person laugh and keep on lookIng at me.. ops! then we reached gentIng around 1.15pm lIke that.. then we actually wanted to check In fIrst before anythIng however we need to queue and we need to take queue number.. arrr!! so we went on to take our lunch fIrst and I ate fIllet meal and mIlkshake and theIr mIlkshake was nIce and I lIke It.. after that we went back to the hotel and waIted for another 1 hour before we can check In.. the room was nIce.. we settle some of the thIngs and went to the fIrdst world there and we went for the haunted house ad the rIpple thIng and the haunted house was really scary.. quIte worth the money and the rIpple do U belIeve of not was what I thInk not that worth the money.. then we ate kenny rogers for dInner and the fIsh that danIel, cedIc and Issac brought was not relaly cooked and we wanted to see what kInd of servIce they wIll gIve and thIs tIme they gave a new cooked fIsh.. quIte shocked however theIr servIce was quIte slow. we went for a bIt og shoppIng after that before goIng to watch e star wars.. the show was all rIght I thInk however the cInema was not that all rIght.. the place was quIte cramp.. I slept a bIt In the show however I was awake after that.. hehe.. master yoda!!! then we went to the "safarI" pub at gentIng and each of us paId RM20 per entry.. that was my fIrst tIme goIng Into a pub and I taste a bIt of beer for the fIrst tIme and a bIt of lIquor for the fIrst tIme.. the beer was not very nIce.. then joIned them for dIsco nIght but te musIc was not nIce.. as I was not a very chIong boy so I dId not really dance.. after clubbIng we went back to the room to take a bath and rest.. the heater was spoIlt so we all had to bath In cold water..

Then around the next day mornIng around 6.30 I had a leg cramp and I woke up to see the room covered wIth smoke.. I though what and It was actually the tap for shower and basIn was on to full max and I could not stop It or turn It off.. I was quIte shocked and close the door for the shower room and called the housekeepIng however they do not open tIll 7am.. so I let the water flow so wastely.. then when the person come at around 7am, he just easIly close the tap.. so what the hell.. how come he can but I cann0t..

The next mornIng we woke up at around 8.30m for me.. then prepare ourselves and went to take our breakfast at lao dI fang.. I had frIend rIce and DaRlInG had curry laksa.. then brought our tIckets for the theme park.. played tIll sIao and I only dId not joIned them for the cockscrew and the sky.... anyway the games was nIce and nIce.. skIped our lunch and just had dInner Instead.. we went on to a lakevIew restaurent to eat dInner and It was nIce.. the fIsh was fresh.. dInner wIth frIends Is nIce.. just eat and enjoy.. after that we went shoppIng for a whIle and then went back to room.. then I feel lIke sleepIng already however they saId that they wnted to go Into the casIno however we could not make It.. so went clubbIng agaIn and that nIght was ladIes nIght however I dId not pay the money and just got the prInt from they all and I got In free. hehe.. so happy.. save up the mone.. dId not stayed long and went back to the room wIth jasmIne and DaRlInG.. however we dId not went back ImmedIately.. we went to coffee bean to share a cheese cake and had Ice blended coffee.. talked a whIle at there then went back to room to bath and make maggIe mee.. hehe.. so nIce.. no chIllIe one.. then we are all tIred out and had a good rest for the nIght.. I remember I sleep tIll the mornIng.. hehe.. so shIock wIth DaRlInG sleepIng besIde me.. mUAcKS..

THE last day we woke up arund 9.30am and we packed everythIng and check out of the room for the trIp.. was quIte she bu de.. however we got to leave. had pIza hut for brunch and It was quIte cheep just not as good as sIngapore one. then went for shoppIng somemore as some last mIn shoppIng.. left the place unwIllIngly wIth all the beautful memorIes over there.. then board the bus goIng back to sIngapore and we stoped halfway to buy some goods from malaysIa.. spend quIte a lot.. however It Is okay.. last stop at yong pIng and ate somethIng and broughtbubble gum.. hehe.. reach sIngapore around 8pm and parted wIth each other around 9,30.. was kInd of sad that the trIp ended so early.. hope to contInue somemore wIth DaRlInG.. HuGs..

Overall the trIp was very nIce and very enjoyable wIth all my frIends and DaRlInG by my sIde and I lIke It very much.. relaxed a lot and lIke It very much..

DaRlInG.. thIs Is the fIrst tIme we are goIng overseas and we spend out 10 months together at gentIng.. I am so happy that we are together and we can sleep together.. so enjoyable. DaRlInG U are the person that I really really love and want to be wIte U forever.. DaRlInG please trust me and belIeve me k.. I am sorry for all the thIngs that had make U cry and everythIng before.. sorry.. DaRlInG I LOVE U!!! DaRlInG next tIme If there Is a chance agaIn we go overseas agaIn k.. HUgs..

CaMp OvEr!!!

2005-05-17T12:15:00.000+08:00

hello people.. i guess that i have not been updating my blog for around 1 month.. hope that all the rest of U are doing fine.. anyway today is jin hua birthday and we are going to seoul garden to eat buffet at woodlands..

First of all CLS FO camp is finally over yesterday and i am so happy that it turn out quite fine except the accomodation of the camp.. however we do gather positive feedback from the years 1 and the whole committee did a great job in handling the camp.. well done to all of U espically the GLs, the logistics, the medics and the food committee.. all of U will be remembered by me and appreciate by me in my heart even though not many year one will remember U.. next to the other camp organising committiee U all done a great job too and i can see that the year one enjoy the games.. good one. to the other camp chiefs, we all have sacrifice a lot together with the committee for the camp and now we are able to see the fruits of labour.. e camp is finally over however we are still friends together and we will still have many many a chances to work together next time.. i apologise to all the committee if at any point of time i make them angry and everything.. hope that all the grudges leave Us and we are still friends together in the club helping out in activities k.. last of all cheers to all of us..

the results for my second semester is finally out and i got 3 A, 1 C, 2 C+, 2 B.. i am quite happy with the results other than the Cs that i have gotten however it is okay.. i will continued to work even harder next semester to get better results.. just to inform U all i have got into biomedical science class 2B/21 again.. same class as darling.. to all the other friends from the same class 1A/21 even though we will all be separated into different classes however we still can meet each other in school and we still can have gatherings together one k..

darling my camp is finally over and a big and huge stone is finally being throw away already.. i am happy that we can spend more time together now already and i am very excited about our overseas trip to genting.. this is ourt first trip together out and guess what we are spending our 10months together at genting.. HuGs.. darling so many many things has happened before and during the camp which make us sad and quarrel however i just would like to let U know something that is my heart for U have not changed at all and it will not change because of the CLS FO camp.. darling thank U for everything that U have even and once do for me and i love U much much.. darling after the camp we are still going to have some more other things ging on however please remember that i will try to send as much time as possible with U k.. HuGs.. darling please please do nto scrach your leg anymore already k.. HuGs.. MUaCks.. I love U much much.. MUaCks..

ExAmS OvEr!!!!!!!!!

2005-04-17T09:44:00.000+08:00

hello people.. it has been quite a long time since i blog my own my blog already.. for the past 2 weeks U Guys know that i am having exams and the exams i think was hard espically for the BSBM and A&P paper.. i did not know how to do some of the questions therefore i think i lose a lot a lot of marks.. there goes my dreams~~~~

Anyway back to the happy part.. since exams is over that eans play time is here again.. this time the play time is 1 week longer that last semester but it is still only 6 weeks.. but i will try to make full use of this time to spend as much time as possible with darling because i have not been spending time with her also.. after exams also did not spend much time with her.. so must make up for it.. darling i promise to spend as much time as possible with U okay>? MUaCks..

i know that i am very contradicting with myself but this holiday is not a good holiday because i will firstly need to work, next to plan the many many things for FO camp and all the preparation for the club and everything. STRESS!. just thinking of next week i am already very pack already.. monday back in SP for meetings and work in the afternoon.. tuesday stay at home and wait for my friend to fix my computer & then work. wend back in SP and afternoon have NCC training. thursday will be back to SP once again for enrolment and work in the afternoon and lastly friday will have a good good rest after so long since after exams and afternoon will go for NCC traning again.. thinking of my schedue i am quite sian already and i do not know how much longer can i hold on.. i am trying to hold on to everything that i have and had tried given up some of the things like IDEA workshop already but i still has so many things to do.. PACKED!

Thinking of IDEA workshop i would like to apologise to my fellow group members huiyu, jia yue, rui fang and jean for me not being able to make it for the workshop.. i very much wanted to go for the workshop but then my time a day just does not permit me to do so.. i know that the workshop is a very enriching and useful workshop or anyone to attend as it will help us in the futue but it is just the limited amount of time that i have.. so i really would like to apologise to U all and hope U all will understand looking at my schedue.. don;t give up okay.. U all are suppose to teach me what U all learn k.. :)

Sometimes i think why am i doing all these things.. should i continued doing all these things next year? why am i like taken for granted for some of the things that i do and why some people can just heck care and do nothing..

it make me recall what mr ho told us in a meeting that is society is changing very fast now and the youth are changing also.. i agree to the fullest extend that the youth are now changing already.. they only care for themself more that how they care for their elders.. many youth take their parents for granted nowadays but how come they do not know how much effort they have put in to raise them and how much hardwork is put in the process.. i really don;t understand.. maybe the traditional way works which is people need to go through the hard way before they can learn from the process..

i think it is getting a bit boring alread.. hehe.. anyway darling today is out 38 weeks together already.. think fast not fast think slow not slow and we are already 38 weeks old already.. it is although not as long as those old couple but then we will be together till then right. HuGs.. darling i am very happy to be together with U although there are times when we quarrel we will become very sad and everything and i am learning from there already okay.. i am trying to change already.. darling thank U for everything and i love U much much.. MUaCksZzZzZz during this holiday i hope that U will understand me for the FO and i will try to spend as much time as possible with U k.. HuGs.. after FO all my huge huge stone wil be release off already..

to the rest take care and have a ncie day.. enjoy your holiday and we will eet during the holidays k..

ExAms WeEk

2005-04-04T09:17:00.000+08:00

For the next 2 week would be the exam week for SP and this week i am only having A&P chem paper but for next week i will be having 3 papers in 4 days.. that is what i hate.. anyway i would like to wish all the 1A/21 people good luck espically those in my gang one and not forgetting my Dearest Darling.. study hard and good luck k darling.. after exams then we will go and enjoy k.. HUGS!

take care to all :)

SaD

2005-03-20T10:43:00.000+08:00

SuRvEY

2005-03-06T15:59:00.000+08:00

eXpressive: 5/10
Practical: 3/10
Physical: 4/10
Giver: 4/10

You are a RSIT--Reserved Sentimental Intellectual Taker. This makes you a Archetypal Older Child.
You are a hard nut to crack. You have a wicked sense of humor. Despite your reserved nature, you are more comfortable (and successful) in the meeting and courting mode than you are in a long term relationship. You feel misunderstood, and usually you are.
When you're in a good mood, you're funny, fascinating and a sexy firecracker, but when you're in a bad mood you are moody, broody and impatient. In courtship mode, you don't have to let anyone see your moody side. If you had your way, even in a long term relationship you would have enough time apart to deal with your bad moods yourself; unfortunately, it rarely works that way.
You stifle *a lot* of anger and frustration -- from all areas of your life -- so when it comes out it comes out nasty. More than any other type, your conflicts tend to turn on one tiny thing -- the dishes, the laundry -- that's really a scapegoat for your larger dissatisfactions with your relationship. You're baffled that your partner just can't do the dishes -- your partner is baffled that it's such a big deal. The only way around it is to let the dishes go entirely and try to get at the real root of what's bothering you.
I'm making you sound like a bear, but the fact is that you're so warm and charming most of the time that it effectively offsets the times you're unhappy.
You will make a weirdly good parent.

A haPpY DaY :)

2005-02-19T22:20:00.000+08:00

hello people.. I am here to update my blog already.. I would lIke to apologIse for all those who have come frequenly but dId not see any update..

I just reach home from woodlands.. today 19th feb Is welfare bIggest event of the year and It Is the charIty carnIval.. there was many stally set up and I set up a drInks stall whIch Is fully sponsored by me.. so am I great! hehe..

I am very happy as after a hard full day of sellIng my laughter and smIle, I managed to sell off worth $254 of drInks and I receIved $50 royal sportIng vouchers.. I took $30 and now I wIll have plans to buy new shoes already.. If It have come earlIer I would have brought for chInese new year.. but It was okay..

next update on chInese new year.. thIs year chInese new year was all rIght and collected quIte a lot of hongbao.. I went to my mother sIde of famIly on the 1st day of new year & I went to rIver hongbao & loyang tua pea gong temple wIth my famIly and grandma.. I really treasure the tIme and realIse that I wIll need to spend more tIme wIth my famIly members as they are old and they have worked hard to brIng me up already.. then 4 e second day I went to my father's sIde of relatIves and not much also.. I also went to bugIs sI ma lu temple to pray pray.. then my famIly all around 20++ people went to a restaurent to eat yu sheng.. very happy to spend all those presIous tIme wIth them..

now comIng to the 3rd day of new year.. all 8 of us went to eatch other's house for chInese new year vIsIt and went to ms lInda house also.. was very happy and fIrst stop whIch Is my house they all eat bee hoon and second stop whIsh Is chrIs house we eat bee hoon also.. was very full after that.. then went to each other;s house & last stop was huIyu house.. was very happy..

on e 4th day of new year I went to 1 of my sec school teacher house & 1 of my prImary school frIend and went to Issac house also.. was gamblIng at Issac house.. quIte happy after that.. hehe..

okay.. now back from all the CNY stuff.. today Is really a very hIgh day for me.. me, DaRlInG, jean, ruI fang, jIn hua and zheng hao all went to uncle rIngo at woodlands and all the "crazy" people want to sIt the very excItIng one and I actually do not want to sIt one but In e end I went on for DaRlInG.. If not she wIll have to sIt alone.. was very scared and closed 1 of my eyes on some parts of the rIde.. very scary.. my hand was numb after that.. but DaRlInG as long as U lIke It and as long as U are happy I am happy also..

thIs year valentIne day was the fIrst tIme I am really spendIng tIme wIth someone I really love and I really lIke It.. I brought roses, bear, self made card and chocolate for DaRlInG.. I hope that she wIll lIke It.. then after school on that day, we went on to suntec whIch I actually want to gIve DaRlInG a supprIse but then It accIdentally slIp off my toungh when I asked If there Is any pharmacy at suntec.. that was real stupId of me and next year no more.. hehe.. we ate pIzza as we never had pIzza together.. then we walked around for a whIle and I actually wanted to brIng DaRlInG to uncle rIngo at hongbao rIver but we r carryIng a lot of thIngs and DaRlInG Is wearIng a skIrt so In the end we sIt down by e esplanade rIver to talked for a whIle before she went back home.. I send her home.. hehe.. I really had a very very good tIme wIth DaRlInG and DaRlInG I lIke the gIft that U have gIven me.. DaRlInG THANK U. DaRlInG I love U very very much..

DaRlInG we are comIng Into 7 months already and for the past 1 week we have had many quarrels and I often get sad and I am really really sorry for all the wrong thIngs that I have done.. I promIse to learn from there and not let If happend agaIn however must gIve me tIme k.. DaRlInG I really really love U very much and I wIll remember today our fIrst tIme takIng e rIde as It Is really quIte scary.. but DaRlInG thank U.. DaRlInG we wIll survIve thIngs together k.. next week Is LTC already and we cannot spend our anIversary together as we wIll be In the camp however I wIll come out wIth somethIng k.. DaRlInG hugs hugs.. I mIss U.. MuAcKs

Long Long TiME

2005-01-30T16:05:00.000+08:00

Hello people who have been reading my blog but have been readIng the same old thIng for the past 1-month plus. durIng the last 1 month plus It has been a very very busy month for me.. many actIvItIes for CLS sports com Is comIng up and It have been overwelmIng for me..

FIrstly let me start wIth the sports league.. It was held succesfully wIth the help of all the reffree In sports commIttIe although there was quIte a lot of confusIon In the rules for the captaIn ball match however there was no fIght and all wInnIng teams walked wIth royal sportIng house vouchers.

Next would be poly 50 and thIs year we have send In 4 teams and all 4 teams got Into the top 15 posItIon and my team got 2nd whIch Is the best In CLS hIstory. I am very happy and all of us are very happy too.. we have done the CLS club proud and I hope to brIng glory for the club next year also..

In between there was an InterconstItuency club match and I am partIcIpatIng In 2 of the games whIch Is basketball and captaIn. our basketball beat the E.E.E wIth just a small margIn and although I dId not play but I am happy for the team and the team Is happy as we have always lose to them In basketball In sports club basketball opens competItIon. next would be the captaIn ball competItIon and our fIrst match was agaInst the SPSU and we completely beat them flat.. I am very very happy wIth the results and hope that we wIll be able to do so for the rest of our competItors brIng glory to CLS club agaIn..

People always say that accadamIc club are not good In sports however we have proven the opposIte for all the rest to see by doIng well In poly 50 & beatIng some of the competItors In the Inter consItItuency club game..

Next also the last major actIvIty for sports commIttIe would be the SRRR whIch Is held today.. the team partIcIpate In the race whIch Is the cardboard race and we dId not won anythIng out of the race and out of the walkIng on water race.. I was actually very dIssapoInted wIth the results because of all the sacrIfIces and thIngs that we have done for the raft we dId not won anythIng however on the other hand I am glad that my raft can float! at least can show all the rest that my raft can float! I am glad to see my members never dyIng attItute In the SRRR and hope that they can contInued thIs spIrIt.. It Is not the end results that matters but It Is because of the process that we learn and I belIeve that we have bond another level hIgher already..

Sports commIttIe members I would lIke to tell U all that U all have done well agaIn and we have proven to be the most zaI com In the whole of CLS club and we have got quIte a few commItted members and I am very happy to work wIth U all.. although I mIght flare easIly but hope that U all wIll understand.. reward wIll be gIven to all the commItted members and celebratIon wIll be held next thursday at FC 5 plus some speech gIven by me as a closure to all the sports commIttIe actIvItIes but that Is not the end of all the actIvItIes. there wIll stIll be LTC, FO camp and farewell functIon and I thIs tIme wIll also hope that sports com members to partIcIpate actIvItly as we are the best.. I am proud of U all.

after so much of the CLUB matters I would lIke to update U all on my results.. after beIng so busy for all the actIvItIes I am relIef that I wIll be havIng more tIme for my studIes whIch Is the most Important.. my A&P chem I just got 22/40 and I am very dIssapoInted wIth my results.. perhaps It Is due to my workIng and all the thIngs that I need to manage that I dId not do well but fear not I wIll strIve harder for my next test.. my bIophysIcs test I got quIte well and I am very happy about that and guess what? DaRLiNg passed!!! that Is what made me more happy.. I am now stIll waItIng for the BSBM results and A&P results.. hopefully I wIll be able to do well as I am aImIng for a GPA of 3.3 and above.. hopefully I wIll be able to do It.. tml there wIll be a math onlIne test and CRS test.. I hope to be able to do well for that too but I need to rest fIrst.. :)

lastly DaRLiNg.. we have passed 6 months together already and It mIght not have seems lIke t long tIme however to me It Is the longest and we wIll stIll cntInued to stay on as strong as ever.. DaRLiNg I guess that we both forgot that today whIch Is SRRR Is our 27 weeks together.. MUaCks.. DaRLiNg we have been through many thIngs together. tImes where I am stress and I have no tIme for U, tImes where we are angry or sad together, tImes where U are sad about me, happy tImes together and many many more.. DaRLiNg I am happy to be wIth U and I want to be wIth U forever.. DaRLiNg I LOVE U.. MUaCks.. we wIll clear more hurdles together and we wIll remaIn as strong okay.. MUaCks. Thank U today for supportIng the SRRR.

MeRrY ChRiStMas

2004-12-25T02:28:00.001+08:00

hellp people.. MERRY CHRISTMAS to all of U who are reading my blog.. i will like to wish that all your wishes to come true and may all the happiness flow with U throughtout the whole of next year.. darling today is also a very important date for us as it is our 5 month aniversary.. it is a very special day for me.. i hope U had a good day today and i will sure to miss U the next 2 days where we will not be able to see each other.. HuGs TighTly.

i just realise that i have not blog for more than 2 weeks.. i have been very very busy even though it is just the start of the semester cos i am very busy with all the work of my sports com sports league.. it is my main event and i will definately do my best for it and therefore have been quite busy and have quite neglected my darling too.. sorry darling..

School so far have been quite good with some problems which are solveable. hopefully there is no big problem coming up.. my group IDEA project presentation is coming up and i hope to get into at least the top 10 as top 10 got $350 and at least better than nothing right.. now i am broke and got to try to get more income.. :P

Most of the lecturers seems nice this semester.. i hope this will continued..

i will go to rest now as it is quite late already,.. i am tired too.. take care everybody and darling i love U very very much.. we have been through much together for the past 5 months and i will treasure all the times which we have been together and will learn from all the experiences.. thank U darling.. MUaCks.

MeRrY ChRiStMas

2004-12-25T02:28:00.000+08:00

UpDaTeS

2004-12-13T01:05:00.000+08:00

hello people.. today start school le.. actually there Is mIxed feelIngs agaIn. but more of the bad poInts than good poInts. fIrstly got to wake up very early for 4 out of 5 days.. that Is quIte sad.. then wIll have a lot of work to do and especIally wIth 8 moduels. lesser tIme to spend wIth DarLInG and my sports com event wIll be comIng up and all these wIll means more stress.. but rest assured that tIme wIll pass quIckly and soon wIll be next holIday and we wIll all be busy occpuIed wIth so many projects to do..

anyway sunday Is the day where I work and yesterday work off early as not busy. off work at 1pm and took a traIn back home.. practIcally sleep all the way as I am very tIred. reach home talked to DarLInG for a whIle and then take a nap agaIn.. today my parents come back from malaysIa and happy to see them but they came back quIte late and I am quIte worrIed for my father as he wIll be wakIng up very early tml to go to work and I am scared that he wIll be very tIred.

saturday went back to SP to attend the event- councIl InteractIon. It Is quIte a fun event and It Is lIke attandIng FO camp for a day but I was a bIt of heck care and everythIng.. hehe.. played some game and the most memorable one was the telematch where we need to eat somethIng and the thIng Is bIscult wIth chIllIe sauce, mashmallo wIth chIlle or wasabea or what sauce one.. that was dIscustIng.. the fInally at the end was sort of stupId as we are tasked to perform somethIng wIth botak word comIng out 5 tImes.. but It all ended wIth a bang wIth the OC performIng a dance. overall I enjoIed It despIte my lack of sleep the other day.

on frIday I went out wIth DarLInG the whole day.. went to jurong east swImmIng complex and played all the way untIl me and DarLInG got sunburn.. It Is paIn.. I felt the paIn when I was bathIng.. DarLInG too.. then went on to eat and DarLInG went to OG at sommerset to buy the jacket that she want.. PINK!. hehe.. then went to IKEA and brought heart shaped pIllo for each other.. the gIft wrappIng part was quIte stupId.. hehe.. met up wIth my parents and uncle as I and DarLInG send them off to the coach stand.. then went on to my brother GF bIrthday party but It was all spoIlt by the raIn.. then went back home and unpack everythIng and sleep.. sleep fIrst tIme wIth DarLInG.. hehe. MUacKs..

DarLInG yesterday was our 20weeks together.. It Is not a very long tIme but I felt lIke I have spend very very long tIme wIth U already.. DarLInG I have been happy together wIth U and rIdIng thIs roller coaster together and I never wIll feel lIke comIng down from It.. U R too precIous to me already.. DarLInG semester startIng tml and I just Hope that U wIll support me In whatever I do.. I wIll try to spend tIme wIth U whenever I can.. MUacKs.. I LOVE U DARLING!..

!~!~!~!~!~!~!A DaY!~!~!~!~!~!~!

2004-12-10T02:21:00.000+08:00

Hello people. today happened something which made me want to blog..

I understand about DaRlInG more today and DaRlInG sorry for everything that i have done.. i should be more understanding towards U. i should not have vent my anger on you and i regreted it after doing it. DaRlInG sorry.. I still LOVE u as ever.

Today my com finially finished painting the "sports league" banner and it have been seek approval already. i am so happy. after going back to SP so many a days during the holidays, we have finially finished. we hang up e banner together and 1 is at FC 2 and 2 at FC 1(actually T3)

Then today actually planned for a meeting for my member but only 4 turns up so cannot have any meeting. Will have a more important meeting on the 15th December and that will be a more important meeting. Today the number of people who turned out really sadden me. It makes me reflect upon myself as how good as i am leader to my com members. Maybe i am lousy. but anyway I will try my best to make sports league and any other activities goes well and smooth. AI ZaI.

Then a little bit happy as my sports league proposal have been approved and it is better than Darren as his event is next Saturday and now his approsal have not been approved yet. Today also get to know from Darren that his cloth for banner are quite cheap. I guess that mine is the only one, which cost $152. But anyway what done is done.

Here comes the most reflective part. Today after my work, I asked my dad to drive me to find my friend who has my camera as my parents will be going overseas tm and they will need camera. On the way back home my dad told me something like he is old and his brain is no longer as good as before already. When I hear this I really reflect. I have not been a very good child at home and have not been talking to my dad recently. I am just wondering how life would be one day after a sad thing happened. I felt so sad. Then I came to realize that my family love is very strong and it is essential when it come to any difficulties. I must really value my parents from now on. This is just my reflection and I hope that all those read my bog will go back and treat their parents better. No one will know what will happen tm. So better to do and say all U want like there is no tm.

Later will be going swimming with DaRlInG and I am very happy about it. Will spend the whole day with Darling. I just hope that I will not be tired tm but it is impossible... DaRlInG Hugs

LoNg Time No UpDatE

2004-12-07T22:14:00.000+08:00

HellO people.. today i just break off from a NCC camp.. i would like to say sorry to all those who everytime visit my blog but dd not see new entries by me as i was really very busy for the past few days.. on many occasion i would like to update my blog but i am too tired to do so. Sorry.. i will TRY to update my blog often okay..

my NCC camp lasted for 2 days from yesterday to today and for the camp it was quite nice as there is nothing much to go through as instructor role and what we have to do is to guide the cadets & make them learn and punish them too! hehe.. anyway i hope that my cadets had fun and at least learn something from the instructors in the camp...

On last sunday something very big happened and i will always remember what happened on that day.. Darling i hope that U understand me more after that incident and Darling i was thinking in my mind what will happened next semester when i will be tied down with all the CLS sports com meeting and event coming up.. Darling i hope U know that whenever I do something i will do it to the best of my abilities and I will also want the sports com event to run smoothly. therefore Darling I hope that U will support me all the way during the period if not I will sure break up.

For the past few days where I did not update my blog I was actually working and working.. however something bad happened to me last week as I have stomach ach.. it could be due to the buffet that we ate at the marina bay and maybe it was too oilly therefore I cannot really take it. it is very pain and it make me have diarror and I hate that.. going for toilet practically the whole day.. one of the days I cannot go work as I feel that I need some rest from the work( not sick) :P .. anyway it serve as something for everyone to know that is health is important and hope that all of U are feeling well and healthy.. nothing beats more important than your health as if U are sick and what, many people like your family members and best friends and your dearest will be sad and will be worried about U.. therefore to all "HELATH IS WEALTH"

anyway Darling i am looking forward to meet U tml and i am hapy for today as i am able to meet U today after my camp to go and cut a new hairstyle.. i know that my head is small now and it now look more rounder.. maybe can use it to play american football.. hehe.. MUacKs.

Darling after so many things that have happened I still love U and i hope that our relationship is as strong as ever or even better. Darling i hope that U have understand me more and i have certainly understand U more.. i will try not to avoid all the mistakes that i have done to make U sad. last of all I just hope that U will support me no matter what happened next semester espically at the beggining of next semester where all my events are coming up one by one.. MUacKs.. I LOVE U!!! :)

too all the rest take care ad school is starting.. i hope to meet U all soon again and enjoy the last bit of your holiday..

2004-11-25T23:16:00.000+08:00

DARLING HAPPY 4 MONTHS TOGETHER.. Darling tIme passes so quickly for the past 4 months & we have been through a lot for the past 4 months.. very happy tImes and very sad times which made me want to cry.. AnYway darling U R now in e chalet and I hope that U R having fun over there.. Darling I love U more and more each day & we have grew inseparable to each other.. I have grow to learn more and understand more about U after all the quarrels. U mean a lot to me and my life.. Darling I LOVE U!.

Anyway today Is me and Darling 4 months together.. although I know that 4 months is not like some old couples of 40 years together but I believe that one day we will reach that.. anyway today I work morning shift so had to wake up early early like 5am in the morning.. then yest slept for only 4.5 hours so quite tired.. but anyway went on to work and my work Is just like normal.. I will only be working till the end of this holidays because for the next holidays i think I will NeeD rest as i have been working very hard (i think) hehe. so I will resign from my work after this holidays..

After work I went on to meet DarlinG as we went on to TM to buy shirt for her friend & went on to eat walfer and ice cream on top.. It is SO nice.. then went on to walk around the TM and we took neo prints.. hehe.. It is nice but we did not had much chance to decorate because darling cannot find the stars that she want.. So In the end the neo prints is just simple and plain. but I like it..

After that I send DARLING to downtown east where darling Is having chalet with her friends.. I am quite she bu de when i leave her but I cannot be selfish so I let her go and enjoy her time with her friends.. anyway I think that she Is enjoying herself now.. that Is good.. :)

After that I went back home but don;t know why I took so long. I took around 2 hours If I am not wrong.. hehe.. reach home to have dinner then i met my secondary school teacher as I need his help to explain some things about the raft & now I understand more of the raft and how to get the dimension.

anyway that is all for today and i today receive a present which i think is done with a lot of effort by darling.. darling thank U for everything that U have done for me and i am very touched and i appreciate all that U have done for me.. MUaCKs.

Yesterday was the release of my results.. after so many days of waiting this day finally come.. I was a little dissapointed with my results because i have a C for my cell biology, 3 Bs for microbiology, I O chem and RWP, B+ for Math and A for IDEAS. Darling passed all her subjects and expecially her cell biology and math,.. i am so happy for her because she is not really confident for these 2 subjects.. anyway to all my IDEA group members.. the ICE CREAM treat is still on. i will tell U all when.. hehe.

After receiving the results, I immediately told my mother about it.. hope she is happy with it because she did not say much also.. anyway darling came to my house yesterday to watch 13 going to 30 but it seems to be not really nICe show at least to me.. but with Darling with me it is nice.. then yesterday was the release of my sister PSLE results and she did better than me.. i am happy for her but she might not be able to get into express because her aggregate Is not very high.. but is all right.. I hope she can get to express so she don;t waste another year like me..

Around 3.30pm we left because I am paying my teacher a visit for hari raya & quite a few teachers from my secondary school teacher also came and it is quite nice.. talked quite a lot of things.. anyway my teacher also brought her daughter there and I played along with her daughter and it is very fun.. hehe..

In the evening, some of us went on to play bowling at OCC.. I did not played very well with an average of 100 and i think that my skills have deprove.. anyway I have not played for quite a long time already. so cannot blame..

Darling the following week I think I might be quite busy but I will try to spend time with U no matter how busy i am.. darling i hope U like the present i made for U.. i like the present U brought for me and it is very cute.. hehe. darling i have really know U more through all the quarrels but don;t have it too many a times okay.. hehe.. especially next semester as i think i might go crazy with all the club things pilling up my head with studies also.. but darling I still love U as much and even more after all these have happened.. we will stay strong as ever.. MuaCks.

ANYWAY too all of U.. the holidays are ending soon and i hope that U all have enjoied your holiday and have fully make use of it.. i did not really make used of it because of my working but next semester will be different. anyway take care too all.. all the best and we will meey soon.. see ya.

A HaPpY DaY!

2004-11-23T19:45:00.001+08:00

Hello people.. It have been a long time since I update my blog already. hehe.. I have been quiter busy lately with the camps & outing and so on..

Anyway today have been a good day as I went to the ZOO with DarlIng and we sAW a lot of animals.. ThinkIng back on the last time any one of us went to the ZOO, it seems ages ago.. We took pictures of almost all the animals in the ZOO like white tiger, PiGs, white rhino, kangaroo, hamadryas baboons, elephants, chimpanzee, penguin and many many more. we went on to watch the show towards the end of our journey at the ZOO & It is quite interesting. many happy memories and many photos were taken during this trip. hehe.

YEsterday my IDEA group went back to SP to listen if our group have been selected to be the Top 20 among all groups or not and after some talk, We finally got to know out results and guess what? our group have been selected to be the top 20. that will mean a lot more work for all of my group members next semester and so on.. I am having mixed feelings as being the top 20 should be a good news and I am quite happy about it but then being the top 20 would means that there is many many things to be done and it will add on load to what we have to do next semester.

After listening to the results, carrying the mixed feelings back to the club house, I had my sports com meeting with my members & we finally sort some things out. After our lunch break, we carry on with our banner painting.. with ummar and sebestian gang helping to draw, the rest of us helped to paint the banner. the banner look so cartoon. anyway after painting the banner, we kept the banner into the club house but I fogot to collect it back before I left the club and worst still I forgot to switch off the fan and aircorn. I hope it will not produce much trouble. I am also afraid that some people who went back to the club might destroy my banner and if that is so I will surely curse the person.

Anyway some of the people who went to the club even MC & DarlIng keep on asking me If my raft will float or not.. I am quite angry about it and I am determined to do whatever I can to make my raft float and to make sure that it can carry 5 person and to show It to all those who doubt my capability and to those who asked me if my raft will work or will float or not.

Anyway after the banner painting, I went on to change to go to work. actually Darling, rui fang and jia yue wanted to go out one but in the end did not went out. yesterday working I do not know why also it is so tired. maybe because I was given all the big flight. when I was on my way back home, I felt so tired & practically slept wherever I can, on the bus or on the bus stop.

Anyway I was away from a combat engineers camp from the the 16th to the 19th of november and It is a very fun and experience camp. it made me learn a lot of things like what is MOPP 0 to MOPP 4, how to build a raft using specific material, how important is teamwork, what other things do combat engineers do and many more.. if there is any such other units camp i will most happy to join them again as i would like to learn more about all the other camps.

Darling I am feeling so happy during this holidays because U are very understanding to me when I am in camp, when i am doing my stuff and when i am at work.. or maybe U R hiding your feelings. anyway aring thanks for all the motivation that U have given me. Darling I really appreciate it very much.. Darling today have been a very nice trip and it will be an experience that I will never forget now and forever. for the next few weeks I might not be able to go for such trip with U but then if i have the chance we will go to other places also okay.. darling I miss U much much during my camp and was always wondering how U are doing when I am at work..

Darling I have learn something more today which is towards the later part of the day.. it did not spoilt my day a lot but darling U are not at fault okay.. it is all my fault.. I will surely learn from it and make our relationship better in the future.. darling i hope U trust me and hope that U will not be sad already.

Darling i want AND wish to spend every moment of my life with U and I hope U do too. I really cherish all the time that we have been together and darling really thanks for being there for me everytime.. Darling *MuaCks.. I LOVE U.

LoNg UpDaTe

2004-11-15T01:59:00.000+08:00

Hello people It have been a few days where I have not updated my blog.. haha. anyway I guess that U guys must have enjoyed yourself so far during the holiday’s right? ANYWAY I am happy because I have brought SHE CD already and it is given with a file and teenage and teens have SHE poster. got 2 more posters already.

Let me update U all with today first.. Today is hari raya and I want to wish all selemat hari raya to all.. hope U all had a nice day.. today I work morning shift till 3pm & wake up at 5am & today have been a relax day when I am at work as I do not have to walk a lot today.. there was very few flights so I have the chance to play play and play with my colleagues cell phone.. hehe.. after my work actually my supervisor asked me to work OT one but I am meeting my 3rd excel for gathering at Deana house for hari raya.. so I left work.. actually another reason Is because I do not want to see my colleagues who made me angry.. anyway...

Then after work I went somewhere before meeting zhi wei, Pamela, sangaran and raji to go dayana house.. hui zheng sleep till 3.30pm! and she was late. we went to buy ice cream and cheesecake to give dayana.. then walked to her house.. eat at dayana house but then when eating I accidentally make the plate fall on my shirt & It got dirty... so clumsy of me.. anyway wash up already then went to watch TV and then Charlie angles till 9.30pm before we left house.. after dinner, raji made for dayana, Pamela and hui zheng decoration that Indians made on their hand.. hehe.. guess that they must have a good time.. anyway after that took a bus back to tampinese before taking 969 back to yishun where I took 856 back home.. just had a good bath only..

YesteRday 13 November Is the friendly match between the alumni of some club and CLS year 1.. we started the match too late due to some unforeseen circumstances but I tried to start fast already... 1 reason Is because It Is not well organize and It cause a lot of time wastage.. then first match we played my team lost 3-0 to the alumni but Samuel played very well.. he should be named the MOM.. anyway took a break and then the CLS year 1 played against each other and the alumni played against each other.. this time my team won 1-0 and we were ranked 3rd position.. anyway It Is just a friendly match.. then I rushed off quickly as I am meeting darling.. miss her so much.. rushed to take a bath but it seems that after the bath I am still sweating and it cause me to not smell so nice when I meet darling...

We met to eat ba chou mee at the food court.. then took a walked at spotlight.. looked around but did not brought any things.. then darling send me to bus stop but the bus came too fast and it cause me not able to spend much time with darling.. I should have waited for the next bus.. then I work afternoon shift.. work till 11pm..

For the 12th November, I worked morning shift till 3pm on that day and actually I had to work OT one but then I have the parade at ADSS so cannot make it and asked my colleagues to cover for me but she give me attitude.. say what need to pay her to work for me and so on.. war I so pissed off.. she based on seniority still must call me senior talk to me like shit like that.. luckily I control if not I will have scold her back already.. last time when there is no body to work I am always covering OT and so on.. where got like her.. so angry.. but anyway it is over and I can’t do anything.. I still have to get to ADSS as it is important.. I just tell myself that next time if she want to request help from me I will surely ask her to **** off one..

then after work went to change to my NO 3 and then rushed to ADSS to look at my cadets.. I gave them training before their performance and I am happy that it boosted their moral.. they did very well for the performance and I am very happy.. as a trainer what I want to see is results and not anything and if results is produced I will feel so satisfied.. this is their 1st big day and there is another 1 next Friday.. that Is a big big day and I really pray that it will be a good weather and hope that my boys will do really well this time and I will feel satisfied..

After the performance, we distributed the dinner to the cadets and then me and my fellow CLT friend-wei ping went over to another side to eat.. suddenly I saw the cadets came over to us and guess what? they gave me a present In appreciation to all the help that I have given to them since the start of the year. I was so happy and I am happy for what they do.. present is not the main point but the though is the most important.. I am happy that I have made an impact to their life.. Hopes they have learn something good from me..

Anyway after the training, we had a talk to Mr. saktun-CO of ADSS. ten I rushed to my sec school BBQ at sembawang park and it is so nice to see them again although some of them are not close to me.. it make me realize that sec school life is still the best.. I really had great memories during then.. Hope to go back to those days.. BBQ and then went back home already.. was overall very happy due to all the events and darling Is happier too.. MuacKs.. feel like talking to her as so I miss her much.. ! muacKs.

on the 11th is depavali and i have to work on that day.. on the 10th was my APEX training and it is also the day where SHE came to singapore and my collegues got to see them but not me.. haiz.. sad sad.. anyway next time have chance one..

anyway for U guys must take care. i will stop here as i am very very tired as i only slept 13 hours for the last 3 nights and i am feeling very sleepy now.. take care and see ya all soon.. Good Night & sweet dreams.

uPdAtE

2004-11-09T01:53:00.000+08:00

hello people... it have been since long when i update this blog. i change the theme and added a tag blog inside already. all thanks for the help that i got from darling...

Saturday went to tampinese to eat lunch with darling before i went to work because my mother went overseas and have nothing to eat at home. saturday was my first day of work.. was quite all right.. went back to airport to work and saw a lot of the last time work at immigration and all though where i went during the days when i am not working.. hehe.. quite happy to see them.. somemore saw my long time no see collegues.. :) but one sad thing is that a lot of my good friends working at airport last time same as me one they are not working already.. that is so sad.. remember those time where we play play when we were working.. so fun.. but now can;t already.. anyway my span of working is the most 5 weeks only because after that would the the start of the school again already.. the day ended quite all right..

Sunday i went to my grandma house to pray for my grandpa before i went to work.. work till 10pm then suddenly my brother called me to help him cos his phone is spoilt and he need a HP urgently. therefore i went to find my friend and transfer all my information into the new phone.. it is T610. very not so user friendly.. but was all right to use.. then slept quite late due to doing all the stuff for my new phone.. haiz..

Monday i woke up late and was suppose to wake up at 8am to go for a jog before going to ADSS to take training for NCC boys before i meet darling.. following that would be MC meeting at SP>. then guess what i woke up at 9.40am and rushed out of house because i am running late already.. then reach ADSS took training for the boys and it is for their school official opening(OO). the weather is very very hot.. then left school quite late therefore result in me meeting darling late. haiz.. then met darling and went to cini to watch movie.. guess what movie?? princess diary 2.. the show start at 2.55pm therefore we went to pasta mania to eat first.. darling ordered chicken laszania and i ordered a ocean pasta.. it is nice.. then ordered also soup & garlic bread.. in the end too full. hehe..

as it was still early we walked around before going in... princess diary is quite a nice show.. i quite like it.. after watching the movie, darling went to meet her friend and i went back to SP to have my MC meeting. i was late already but i still send darling to the train.. she did not want to talk to me and like she is very unhappy like that.. i don;t know what happened also but i felt hurt..

anyway after that i went back to SP and though i was w latest but in the end i am still quite early.. hehe.. had MC meeting till 8.10pm and went to clementie to eat.. ordered a half spring chicken and it was nice.. hehe.. but very full full.. went back home after that and called or sms my members.. tml i think that my sports com meeting would be very few people.. but i have got to make do with what i have.. i can;t cancel the meeting.. it is not good..

anyway talked to darling just now and i was once again hurt.. i don;t know why the change in mood again... all of U might see me as a person who is relac one but then when darling moods change my mood change too.. i don;t know why.. haiz.. then was feeling so dame upset with so many things to handle but i wanted to talked to her..

today after the MC meeting i can say that i will be very very very very busy for next semester first term all the way untill the end of my river raft race.. i will have soccer match this sat then my sports league following that and poly 50 after that.. then will have my river raft.. haiz.. so so so many things to do and i think i will suffocate with it.. thinking of it has already made me so stress already but i did not tell darling because i don;t want her to worry. then her mood cange cause me to be more stress but i did not say anything.. anyway i am all right now already..

anyway today i brought $100+ out of house but guess what i am only left with $5 back home.. haiz.. so so so sad.. i paid my friend for the HP and then paid for the ticket and meal today with darling and top up my fare card.. haiz.. now i am really going to declare broke le cos i still own grevin $20 and need to pay for my brpardband money which is around $30and tml want to see doctor where am i going to get all the money.. haiz.. to think my mother gave me $150 st the starting of the week now i have spend it all already..

tml would be my sports com meeting & then meeting darling to see a doctor because of my lips..

darling i next semester will be very busy with all these things in hand and i will suffocate. darling i hope that U will understand and support me if not i think i would go crazy one.. thanks darling for giving me encouragement when i am working and it gave me energy to work harder.. thanks darling.. ai si ni le.

SuRVeY ReSuLtS

2004-11-07T01:00:00.000+08:00

this is a survey results that i got when do a survey.. this is a survey asked to be done by my Darling and quite a number of it is true.. hehe. take a look below..

You are a RSIT--Reserved Sentimental Intellectual Taker. This makes you a Archetypal Older Child.

You are a hard nut to crack. You have a wicked sense of humor. Despite your reserved nature, you are more comfortable (and successful) in the meeting and courting mode than you are in a long term relationship. You feel misunderstood, and usually you are.

When you're in a good mood, you're funny, fascinating and a sexy firecracker, but when you're in a bad mood you are moody, broody and impatient. In courtship mode, you don't have to let anyone see your moody side. If you had your way, even in a long term relationship you would have enough time apart to deal with your bad moods yourself; unfortunately, it rarely works that way.

You stifle *a lot* of anger and frustration -- from all areas of your life -- so when it comes out it comes out nasty. More than any other type, your conflicts tend to turn on one tiny thing -- the dishes, the laundry -- that's really a scapegoat for your larger dissatisfactions with your relationship. You're baffled that your partner just can't do the dishes -- your partner is baffled that it's such a big deal. The only way around it is to let the dishes go entirely and try to get at the real root of what's bothering you.

I'm making you sound like a bear, but the fact is that you're so warm and charming most of the time that it effectively offsets the times you're unhappy.

You will make a weirdly good parent.

Don't pair up with someone who'll make sexual demands of you. That's just not going to fly at all.

HyRRAY

2004-11-05T00:30:00.000+08:00

Hello people.. Finally!!! after so many many days of studying of cell biology, microbiology, math B and I O chem.. our exams are finally over.. I am so happy.. so happy but happy contaIn some sadness.. my cell biology today was very disapointing & I am afraid that I will take another half a year to study cell biology again.. so sad.. but just hope that the results will be at least a pass for cell biology...

Anyway today after the exams went to PS to watch "shark tale" and It is quite a not bad show.. Darling wanted to watch princess diary one but some of them don;t want so we watch shark tale.. Darling don;t sad k.. I will accompany U to watch it next week okay.. we went to buy the tickets and then went to eat ommlet noodles.. hehe.. today seems that the person Is not happy like that. he never cook Darling and my share.. nearly want to quarrel with them but at least I control.. anyway it is quite nice.. hehe.. so everything is cover with that..

Then went to watch movie and then went back home le.. the rest of then took train home while Darling and me went to wait for bus but then she suddenly want to drink coffee and we went to drink frapachinno coffee ice blended.. hehe.. It is quite nice.. hehe.. then went to wait for bus for quite some time but was happy cos can spend more time with darling..

Now the exams are over it is a start of a new period.. now it seems that I have so so so so so many things to do but the most important things Is to spend time with darling because I have not spend much time with her for the past few days due to exams and we have been through so many bad times together.. there are many other things like CLS clus things, NCC stuff, work and family.. anyway I will handle all these things and wil spend more time with darling..

Darling if I even spend less time with U I hope U will understand.. I am sorry for everything for the pasy few days and I hope U will forgive me.. Darling also thanks for being there for me for the past few days when I am stress and I really appreciate that..

Darling I love U more and more each day and i am really grateful that i have got such a great present from the sky.. like so fast and this sunday we have been together for 15 weeks le.. of course many many more.. Darling although we might not be able to spend more more time during the holidays but then my heart will be with U. I will and want to spend more time with U.. MuaCks..

2 PaPers DowN & 2 MoRe To Go! 6 MoRe DaYs To E EnD Of ExAmS

2004-10-29T00:35:00.000+08:00

HELLO people.. 2 papers(IO chem & math) have finished e.. yea.. but then still have 2 more paoers(microbioloogy & cel biology) and It wIll take around 6 more days before the end of exams.. It will be a long weekend before the next paper which Is on next tuesday.. got 4 days to study and that means 4 days cannot see darling if we both are studying at home.. haiz..

Anyway yest was my math paper.. the paper 1st section was quite easy but the section C was difficult like hell.. I don;t think I got any question correct and that means that I cannot get the grade that I aim for.. haiz.. anyway It Is over and I should prepare for my microbiology and cell biology paper..

Today after the exams paper me, Darling, rui fang, esther, zheng hao, jin hua all went out.. we went to suntec.. hehe.. went to eat, play arcade and then walk walk around.. hehe.. quite fun.. at lEAst had some time with Darling after so long of studying and so on..

Anyway the past few days when I did nOt blog I was going through a tough time wIth Darling.. haiz.. was quite day on tuesday night & wend morning.. but all went well after I met her.. I don;t know why also.. anyway I do not want to be reminded of the bad experience.. I will learn from It..

Darling we have been through a lot during these few days and I will like to apologise for all the wrong things that I have done... all the wrong things that I have said.. darling I will always be there for U and I hope U will trust me.. Although we cannot go out on our 3 month aniversary we will go out after the exams okay.. even though I am working I will surely spare time for U because I want to spend time with U. MuaCks.

EXAmS CoMiNg!!!!!

2004-10-24T17:30:00.000+08:00

Exams will be coming in 2 days time and the 1st paper would be I O chem paper.. followIng that will be on thur which is MATH! then the following tuesday will be microbiology and following that will be cell biology. then guess what??? END OF EXAMS!! everyone can;t wait for exams to finished and i can;t wait for exams to end soon too..

LATEST UPDATE: hehe.. yesterday was a very very nice & happy day.. hehe.. morning actually was suppose to meet DarlIng to go school so I can teach her math however It would be too much a trouble for her to travel so far and It will take quite some time also.. moreover she feels lazy so in the end decided not to go..

Had wanted to meet her outside to study one but yest is SAT! everywhere will have many people.. then decided not to also.. theN I made a decision that Is to give her a supprise.. hehe.. I went to meet her. when I reach under her block, she was eating lunch & then waited and lesser time to see her because i am meeting sangaran and my sec school POA teacher for dinner. when she finished her lunch, she called me and I told her that I am under her block.. hehe.. she was touched and when she met me she was moved to tears.. I guess we both miss each other too much le.. was so happy that she is very happy too. :)

Around 4pm, I had to leave to meet sangaran.. we left unwillingly but we spend precious 1 hour together. I am very happy.. this Is the first time I do such things for a girl also..

Then In the evening met my POA teacher and went to eat pizza hut & had a lot of talk with my teacher and sangaran.. hehe.. quite funny. then went back home to study but did not study much also then feel tired le.. haiz.. yesterday did not do much of studying but was happy..

TODAY! Darling happy 13 weeks together.. for the past 13 weeks we have been through a lot together.. happy time and sad times together.. I love ya a lot and I know U do too.. we are both afraid of losing each other.. darling I will always be there for U one.. Another thing is that i hope that U like the present that i have got for U. the card was chose after many selection and the thing that i gave U is done by me. Hope U Like it.

ANyway today have been a whole lot of studying.. study I O chem the whole day and then going to do my quiz online after blogging. after dinner later I will be touching on math if not will forget one.. :) anyway I know that many people will be studying for the I O Chem now and I will just like to wish them good luck and study hard for the exam. we will all strive together to pass and darling U must pass also okay. I will try to help U as much as I can in math okay.. Darling U remember the math test? it is also due to hardwork that U pass and now the same thing apply.. hard work pays off and i always believe in that.. MuaCks.

Darling i am missing U now.. haiz.. HuGs TiGhtLy.

RWP FiNaLlY FiNisHeD. I Am So HaPpY

2004-10-21T20:08:00.000+08:00

hello people.. I am back to post a blog.. just to update U all on what has happene for the past 2 days.. hehe.. yesterday went to school to have math tutorial & was quite sleepy as only slept for 4.5 hours. Then went on to eat something after that and I was thInking of eating tang yuen. donno why also.. Then did not eat anything. Went on to library to prepare for the RWP presentation whIch Is today & It was quIte okay.. then went to club house as we were thinking of going where. actually darling was meeting corine but then In the end did not.. went to club house and then got think of playing bowling or pool or go and shop. In the end after contemplating so many things we decided to go and look for the skirt Darling wanted to get.

Went to bugis.. walk and shop and walk and shop but just cannot find the skIrt. then DarlIng from the school tIll bugis wanted to eat dessert so we went to food court to eat dessert but then jia yue went back home le.. only left me, Darling and jean. I went to buy taco pachi. hehe. don;t know why only got put maynonese and did not put the fish thing and did not put the sauce also.. so It did not taste that good. I went to buy "zhu bi ber" after thinking for so long. then I saw mei zhu but then she is walking so fast so did not have a chance to see her..

then went back home le.. I send Darling home and It have been a long time since I send Darling home due to all the stress of studying. so I am Delighted. then reach tampinese we went to look look around for the last time if there Is the skirt that Darling want to buy and guess what? we found It.. hehe. so happy. I also brought a singleT for myself. Darling after that also brought 2 sets of earring. then went back home le..

Enough of yesterday.. now on today.. hehe.. today Is my final RWP presentation. finally after waiting for so long.. 3 groups finished their presentation on tuesday and only left 2 groups for today. In the end only 10 people turn up. anyway I think I screw up the starting part of the presentation because I did not know what I was saying also.. but nevermind it is all over.. I just hope that my combine marks for RWP will at least get me a B hopefully but I Cannot hope so much also because "the more one person hope, the more the dissapointment"

Then went on to eat and I found out that today I eat quite a lot as compare to yesterday. Today before I left house I ate mee reheat by my mother, mee from FC 1, cheeze frize and 1 japanese biscuit. hehe.. a lot sia..

Went to library after that.. study and then DarlIng want to go home I send her to the control station.. then back to study.. went to find wendy shu around 1.30pm but donno why she Is not in her room. make appointment with her at 1pm. she fly my kite sia. NVM. then back to study and then went back home le.. after reach home change and after a while I went for a jog. quite nice and now i feel a bit good after jogging. hehe..

Tonight going to be a hetic night for me.. I am going to finished reading but not memorising mrs mark microbiology notes. hope I am able to do It..

Darling I want to let you know something.. that I will love U always & I will spend time with you even when I am busy.. We have been through a lot for the past few days and it made us feel unhappy and sad. I would like to apologise for every wrong things I have done.. SORRY. i will improve on myself and i am trying already.. darling i will always be by your side when U need me. even when I am not by your side my heart Is with you already.. Darling we will overcome everything together okay. MuaCks. I LOVE U.

A BeTtEr Day

2004-10-18T22:24:00.000+08:00

HellO people.. I am writing today entry in a more better mood.. haha..

Today got back 2 of our ICA test marks and guess what.. I passed my cell Biology and did quite well. I actually though that I would only just pass and only pass cell biology ICA boderline only but then i did well. I was elated.. Darling also pass quite well and her overall combined ICA passed! I am so happy for her.. I really do hope this will give her a push to do better for the semestral exams..

Today is also the day where I got back my I O chem test results.. It is quite a dissapointing results as i did not did as well as what I expect of myself but I passed. thIs test marks pulled my whole ICA marks down.. but nevermind I will strive harder for my semestral exams and hope I can achive my aim and target for exams.. Darling also passed her test too and got the same marks as me. HuGs darling.. darling this prove that hard work all pays off and It Is shown In cell biology test marks.. however sometimes luck is also essential.

After school today actually suppose to do RWP presentation but the that "toot" say that It Is more practical to do It tomorrow as we only come to school for RWP and today we have been In the school the whole day.. I was quite angry but I let him have his way as I know that If I insist on my way he will surely say a lot of things also.. one thing is that i am not pinning much hope on RWP le as I put In so much for it but no one appreciate It.. so what Is the use.

Then went to library to complete the student feedback form as I did not filled It up tIll now as house computer cannot access to SAS. then went slacking In general.. went to play golf(HP game) with jin hua and i only lose to him by 1 time.. haIz.. but It Is okay. had a good time.. hehe.

Then accompany the gIrls to FC5 as they want to eat something.. I went off as I am meeting sangaran and mr saktun for dinner and It Is quite a delayed meeting.. sInce last week. had some talk on some things..

now I am here updating my blog.. I am going to study later and tomorrow morning also before I went on to meet my RWP group for presentation. I have decided that I need to change and not be so playful and so on In school le. I need to be serious in my work and play when I can.. I hope I can do it.. anyway good night to all.. :)

HaPpY 12 weEks ToGeTheR

2004-10-17T22:02:00.000+08:00

darling happy 12 weeks together.. I love U very much.. I CherIsh the time we spend together for the last 12 weeks and there wil be much more in the following weeks, months etc...

today i think is the most not so good weeks together.. i am currently so sad now because of what U said.. i am really sad.. i do not know about U. U said that i need not call U but i know U want me to.. but i guess that i will not call U unless i really ren bu zhu. darling although i am busy and so on i will spare time for U.. WHY ALL THE PEOPLE IN THE WORLD THINK THAT I CANNOT SPARE TIME FOR THEM!!! my friends and not darling U.. i don;t know lar.

sorry but just come up to post a note.. sorry to bother all those who read my blog..

18 MorE DaYs To ExaMs

2004-10-17T18:30:00.000+08:00

HellO... today is sunday.. there Is 18 more days to the end of my whole semester exams.. that would be equal to 3 weeks

First of all let me sigh fIrst.. okay.. today started my day by waking up at around 10am! quite late for me but too tIred le.. then went on to study cell biology chapter 10 and found out that actually I do not know quite a lot of it also.. then wanted to memorise one but the cannot do It.. donno why.. was thInking too much of DarlIng

Then had lunch.. very full.. after my lunch had a short nap.. hehe.. woke up at 4pm to start another round of studyIng.. thIs time Is I O chem. fInIshed reading through 3 chapters of IO chem but dId not memorise It also.. haIz..

halfway when studying, my ex supervisor from aIrport called me and asked me if i want to go back to work or not. I answered yes and said that maybe cound start on the 6th november.. then I quickly told darling about It.. guess what? she Is sad.. i know why she is sad also.. SORRY DARLING! if i were to go and work, i will have lesser time to spend with her le because of NCC, CLS and so many things... haiz.. I am very sad also.. I called her to talked and she sounded sad and I am sad too when I was talking to her.. I was just wondering that I am such a lousy BF who everytime make her sad and angry.. It seems like there Is nothing more I can do.. haiz.. DarlIng U R NOT petty and not understanding.. U R E BEST! I do not know how I can handle all these things In the holidays but I can swear and let U know that I will surely spend some tIme with U In the holidays whenever I can.. I was actually thinking if I need to work in the holidays and dId considered about all these problems but DarlIng encourage me to.. but now such things happened.. I donno lar. I was thinking that If I am not going to work then I will spend more time with DarlIng and can go out many many days..

However no matter how much promise I gave DarlIng, she told me don;t need.. I want to spend time with U but then I need to work also because i do not have much savings le.. haiz.. I really don;t know.. I am so confuse and sad now.. how I wish there Is someone who can lend me theIr ears to listen to what I am going to say.. but nevermind I know all of U all are busy studying for the upcoming exams..

Anyway want to get back to study le.. later going to watch TV for 3 hours.. so long never do It le.. but no matter how much TV I am going to watch It is not going to cover my sadness.. maybe tomorrow will be a better day ba..

I want to send my exams greeting to all those who I know Is havIng exams next week and to all those who are going to have exams the following weeks.. just a short note to all.. perservere with motivation. this is my Student councill moto back in YTSS. take care and enjoy your day..

~covering with sadness> Ng Tat Siong :(

BoRiNg SaTuRDaY

2004-10-16T16:55:00.000+08:00

hello people.. today is a saturday.. hehe.. should be a nice day but then I stay at home the whole day.. haIz...

morning wake up le study microbiology.. but then It seems that nothing goes into my brain.. then after lunch which I had bee tai bak, hehe I went to CUT HAIR! my hair Is long le so I need to cut It.. and now after cutting my hair It Is so so so short.. hehe.. only like 3-4cm only.. hehe.. what more special my left side like got 2 cut.. U PPL see on monday okay. hehe..

today have been a boring day as i am not able to go out with darling and I am staying back at home to study.. just want to say that I miss darling much.. it have been 2 saturdays that we are not going out.. but nevermind I can understand with so many things happening.. darling do take care of yourself and all those who read my blog also.. weather Is hot thus drink more water okay.. MuaCks darLinG.

1 HouR Of ScHool

2004-10-14T21:15:00.000+08:00

Hello people. I guess that by now there Is a few people who got my new BlOg URL already.. hehe.

I am actually quite worried about my cell biology after what wendy shu told me today.. I do not know if I can pass this time or not.. I am afraid I am not able to pass. if I or darling fail again I think It would be very demorilising for both of us also.. haiz..

Today was a nice day.. I woke up around 7.45am by my mother and was actually suppose to eat breakfast with darling one but then she woke up late and I woke up late also.. Therefore we both did not eat breakfast together.. darling don;t be guilty okay. we cal always have breakfast together anytime but then rest is not a everytime one. so I know That U need rest and I will understand It..

Both of Us was late for the meeting for RWP but pauline was even later.. but I was not very angry as I quite sort of understand.. In the end benedict did not came also. he woke up late & he In the end went for lesson only. I was wondering to myself that how can a group work be called group work when a team does not come together to do stuff together.. 1 guy can not come and so on.. I learn a very valuable lesson from RWP.. Next time when I am going to do a group work must choose a correct group and never do last minute things.

Anyway after doing RWP presentation which should be almost complete, we went for cell bio lesson. learn photosynthesis. hehe. after lesson my IDEA group, zheng hao, jin hua, esther and samuel went to send posters to the IDEA centre.. In the end jin hua, zheng hao and esther walked for quite a distance to get all the posters. Quite guilty. 1 interesting thing happened.. jin hua drop esther water bottle and then we took her water bottle to play soccer.. hehe..

After sending posters to IDEA centre, esther, jin hua and chris went to eat and I think they went to study math. me and the rest went to marina square to walk walk and In the end ruifang was very hungry and we went to suntec kopitiam to eat. we don;t want to eat BK therefore we change the decision last minute. the laksa there is nice and the roti prata Is nice also. but the queueing system suck. need to buy cupon and then wait at the queue then can get food. this is so inconvinence. Our sms for food queue system is better.. haha..

After eating we went to walk around and shop shop around suntec and I think we walk for very long cos at the end of the day we were very tired.. haha. "Aladine" cartoon is nice.. hehe.. went to carefore and I brought double A paper cos my house got no more printing paper le.. haha.. but It is so dame heavy..

After shopping we went to meet samuel and then went back home already.. I send darling to the train and I took a train to marina bay cos like that then have more seat. I fell asleep on the way back home and I nearly forgot to come out of my stop. when it is my stop i just wake up and I rushed out of the train. haiz. so pai sea..
then got back home and I don;t think i would be eating.. diet.. haha.. night should not eat so much..

Bath le and I think I should be getting back to study soon. tonight target Is to try and complete all the tutorial from chapter 7-8 and from 14-15.. I think it is not really possible.. but I must try my best to finished..

ExamS are coming Is around 1 weeks time and I guess that for the next week and the following exam weeks I would not be able to go out so often with darling.. darling I hope U will understand and I very much want to spend time with U but I need to study for exams.. darling I will be reminding U about exams quite often cos I want U to do well for exam and not to fail any of the moduels.. darling I love U a lot and sorry if I have been too sensitive and make U so angry and so on.. sorry.. darling MuacKs. darling u must take care of yourself well okay.. U must also study hard for exam although I know U do not want to.. HUgS uGs tighTly. :)

IDEA FiNaLlY FiNiShEd BuT NoT RWP

2004-10-12T19:20:00.000+08:00

YesterDay is my cell biology test and it was quite an all right paper. i hope this time me and darling will be able to passs the paper well so our overall marks will be pulled up..

ToDay have been generally a nice day except RWP. haiz

today started with me waking up a little bit late. i woke up at 6.40am and that make me rushing because i must leave house at 7am in order to be punctual. However i managed to leave the house in time. darling was having headach also and i am so dame worried about her.. had wanted her to stay at home to rest one.. luckily she got better after IDEA presentation.

today is our IDEA last presentation. My team and i spend a lot of time on the moduel doing the project and so on and today is the final countdown. We are the last group to present. i actually expect the lecturers to ask us a lot of questions like before but supprisingly they did not. They only ask us a few simple questions. I am so glad. MdM koh said something which made me very happy. she said that our project was very well though out and therefore they did not ask a lot of questions(i think). I was so relief because my team spend a lot of time coming together to discuss about the project and we really went through a lot. at least our effort paid off.

i must strongly thank all my team members who are hui yu, yu jing, christopher, rui fang and jia yue. expecially chris who spend a lot of time on the flash. we all did a great job and i will promise U all that if we really got A or B+ i will treat U all to ice cream but not too expensive okay.. i broke le lar.. if U all want to make me broke me and darling will need to eat porriage for the rest of our life le. U all also don;t want right. hehe. :) i would also like to apologise to all of my group members if i have been too demanding at times and taking too much of your time doing the project. thank U all for accomdating with me and my cold jokes.

After Idea at around 10am we went to eat at FC1. I ate chicken rice add rice add chao shao and add egg.. a lot right.. hehe.. cannot help it.. early lunch. after eating brunch, Yum yum and Full Full, We went to IDEA centre to study. It Is so comfortable there.. hehe.. I was studying halfway & due to lack of sleep yesterday night I fell asleep and darling saw me fell asleep.. she laugh out loud.. ops. I don;t ment to.. I managed to study 3/4 of the test but have not memorise yet. haiz.. a lot a lot!!

At around 1pm, we went for RWP lesson. during the RWP lesson I was very stress. I showed attitude and I was dame stress.. to be In a group with pauline and benedict I am so dame suay.. our project Is already done last minutes already and our presentation if I did not touch It I believe no one would touch It.. so pissed off just now.. benedict was halfheartedless in doing the presentation and pauline who is our group leader was not there.. i got to take the initiative to divide the work. In the end I and darling was doing and so many things happened.. my brother asked me to help him check something and mother called.. i was like busy untill like hell and plus the anger In my body.. haiz.. darling was trying to console me down as she see me so stress.. haiz.. i don;t know why also.. maybe due to the lack of sleep and the amount of work need to be done.. haiz. darling sorry if i ever show U my atitude.. i promise to control it next time.. SORRY.

After RWP we went for math and after i went to wash my face, i am feeling better already.. darling was still trying to console me. darling sorry to make U so worried.. math is another problem.. i practically do not understand what is happening but i tried to folowed but to no effect. I will find teacher next week to clear my doubts because I want to do well for the semester exat at least a B grade if I can achive It.

After school we went to eat cheese fries. hehe.. fattening. then we went back home.. now i am updating my blog and later and tomorrow morning i would need to study for the I O chem test tml. hope i can do well for this test. hope darling will also do well for this test. then tomorrow i would be busy doing the RWP presentation and on thur morning also.. but thur afternoon i am going out with darling.. so happy.. finally..

darling sorry to make U so worried about me just now and i am really very worried about U in teh morning when U are sick i hope to be there to take care of U but i am not able to.. i hope U will take care of yourself. i am looking forward to going out with U on thursday and hope to have a good time with U on thursday.. MuaCks.

studYing DaY

2004-10-09T23:00:00.000+08:00

TodaY have been quite a studying day for me. i woke up around 9am in the morning where i bath and get ready to meet my darling for breakfast. meet DarliNg at 10.10am and went to Mcdonal for breakfast. darling ate "hotcake with saussage" and i eat "big breakfast". yum yum.. hehe.. then teach her chapter 10 of cell biology(transcription) as she do not know..

WenT to library after that and guess what.. there are so many many people there.. waiting to get in.. once the door opens, some people run in to get a space for themselves.. me and DarLing also walk up to try and find a space for ourself.. got a seat.. hehe.. studied till around 4+ and halfway when studying, we got bored.. real bored.. then went back to study then after a while, darling cried in front of me.. i was so shocked.. it must be due to studies again.. haiz..

TheN around 4+ the librian chase us away as the studying time is from 12-2pm.. so mean right.. we went to the foodcourt of causeway point to eat.. there is just too too many food to choice from which is nice to eat. in the end we both ordered ban mian and chai chao kuay as additional dish.. the ban mian is not bad but the chai chao kuay is not really nice.. it is like not evenly spread out the saltyness of it.. after eating, we were so full.. haha.. then we went to buy dessert.. yum yumm.. i brought ice kachang and darling brought cocktail with nata de coco. my ice kachang is not really nice.. will not buy it next time already. hehe.. then we went to walk walk around causeway point.. quite a number of shops are having clearing sales.. donno why also.. had a good time with DarLing..

We went back to library after that. was so full untill i feel like sleeping. DarLing is so tired that she fell asleep.. i wanted to teach her one but see her so tired i also don;t want to teach her.. had some time before getting her to wake up and back to study & listen to me teach her. finally she understand the whole thing about translation. so HAPPY for her.. wanted her to study finished the whole chapter of it so she got lesser to study at home but she resist to that.. but in the end she complete most of it.. hurray..

WenT to cold storage to but coffee for ourself.. to me it taste like nothing.. donno what happened to my taste buds.. haiz..
send DarLing to the bus station and then run to catch her bus..

DarLing i really do not know what will happened in the future.. when U go out to work and when i am in NS and so on.. i am so afraid of losing U cos i love U too much already. i have fallen to the love pit too deep to climb out of it. i can tell U one thing for sure. i love U very much now and it will not only be now. it will be for a long long time.. i don;t tell lie to U one darling. i hope to gain your trust one day.. DarLing I LOVE U. MuaCks. U must take care always okay.. HuGs TighTly.

QuIte A Bad Day

2004-10-08T13:40:00.000+08:00

hello people.. this is the first time i am writting a blog.. hehe.. after much persuation by many people.. i will try to have time to update the blog whenever i can as sometimes i might get too busy to upload the blog..

today has been quite a bad day for me.. i actually wanted to wake up at 7.30am to study a but before i go back to YTSS(yishun town secondary school) to pass a form for my teacher. however i could not wake up and i slept till 8.30am. then i studied for like 30 minutes before i went out of home.. i had nasi lemak for breakfast with 2 addition pork meat inside and i thought it come in a package.. hehe.. but it is not..

then i went back to YTSS and say some of the teachers which taught me last year. miss tan, mdm chan, and many many more.. talk a lot of things with mdm chan and miss tan.. hehe.. was quite happy as i did not have the chance to go back to YTSS on teacher;s day.

then i went to SP for lesson at 12pm but i was late.. after school at 2pm, me and my idea group went to the library to book a discussion room and after that we went to food court 1 to eat something.. saw zheng hao was like feeling so difficult in eating. he got throat infection!! make me think of last year.. anyway then he took medicine.. we went back to library to print some papers before we go back to do idea..

the idea preparation today was quite good as we managed to do quite a lot of things. business proposal was done and presentation is finishing.. the speech is almost done too.. then i went to print the business proposal but cauld not print.. do not know why also.. was so angry!! with the idea of wanting to go back home for dinner i faster rush to do final discussion with the group.

when we are on our way down, jia yue asked me for her cash card.. !!! then i remember that i left it there.. OMG. it has just been top up with $20. haiz.. went back to find it but could not find it.. was so dame sad and angry with myself.. how could i have forgot about this.. then left the library angrily. now i need to pay jia yue the cash card and it would cost more than $20. just when i got a bit of allowance from my mother i had to pay for this.. really heartach.. haiz. darling was there to tell me not to blame myself and so on.. darling thanks.. i think if U are not there i would haven been more angry with myself.. i have already try not to think about it already..

then went back home to eat the shark fin soup which my mother have cook.. yum.. i am so full now.. haiz.. anyway today is my father birthday and yesterday is my brother birthday.. my mother cooked more things to celebrate both of their birthday.. hehe.. yum..

anyway what done is done and i just got to learn from this incident which happened.. i got to look around and be careful when i leave a place.. i cannot be so careless already.. darling thanks for being there for me.. if you are not there i seriously think that i would be worst.. darling I LOVE U. MuAcks.